olivia rodrigo - all!

okay everyone who knows me knows I have a complex about Olivia Rodrigo but ive been working on it for real. my friends say I sound crazy when I talk about it and I am aware they’re correct. its just we have very similar ideas every time she does something im like fuck she did it again. she got another one. im aware my complex is almost fully driven by jealousy which is ugly of me im sorry. the first step is admitting right? im also aware that being jealous of a celebrity is lame and parasocial in a way but we can’t all be perfect. okay. im done acting like I dont love her music I do, that a big part of it. she’s just cool and she comes up with the same things as me and she does it a million times better and thats alright. she even has a fucking song about that. man fuck. you go girl for real. I like all the work she does about women’s rights and reproductive health and all of that. the music festival idea was genius and I love it. I wish I could go. I could do each album separately but I dont want to. might as well master rank them and I dont have something to say about each album, so this is the best okay. do I sound insecure? sour came out when I was 17 I remember it like it was yesterday. were the same age which adds insult to injury but that also means her music works at the right time for each stage of my life. you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love is a genius album and should win the grammy for album of the year. it probably will. she just preformed with smashing pumpkins man fuck you. im sorry I didnt mean it. I wish I could fully erase it and be totally supportive because thats what I should do im trying my best. I wouldn’t have even written this a few years ago. I love you im sorry.

1. cigarette smoke

2. drivers license

3. stupid song

4. honey bee

5. the cure

6. my way

7. maggots for brains

8. girl ive always been

9. u+me=<3

10. expectations

11. less

12. begged

13. enough for you

14. purple

15. traitor

16. obsessed

17. favorite crime

18. what’s wrong with me

19. vampire

20. lacy

21. 1 step forward 3 steps back

22. love is embarassing

23. the grudge

24. jealousy jealousy

25. all American bitch

26. good 4 u

27. deja vu

28. ballad of a homeschooled girl

29. brutal

30. so american

31. bad idea right?

32. get him back

33. pretty isn’t pretty

34. making the bed

35. happier

36. teenage dream

37. logical

38. scared of my guitar

39. stranger

40. hope ur ok